My family tossed me like I was trash. I was about 13yrs old. I'm bipolar, most of the time Im depressed. I said that my father sexually abused me. That is why I was depressed. No one believed me. It wasn't till my late 20's that I finally got help. I believed it was true that my father didn't abuse me. Everyone didn't talk to me. I started using drugs to "treat" my depression. I found my friends are my family of choice. I am loved, believed, more than my family ever did. Most hospitals have groups for depression or individual therapy. That helped me to get the help I needed. You are not Alone!! Reach out to groups for you. You are a great person. No matter how your family acts, YOU MATTER. I wish I could meet you and help you in any way need. Don't give up. You're worthy of understanding, even if you are told otherwise. Please contact me if you need to talk or anything else. I don't know you yet I love you

You have to come to the realization that it is their problem not yours. Something I have struggled with but with age I finally realized it.

I have the same problem. They all left me. It'Ok. You just have to keep strong. Not sure what this is all about when they all leave you like that.
Anyway take care of yourself.

Be more depressed and alone. Try to be someone they will like while remaining basically yourself

just take your mine off others and start thinking about what you wont