I have a severe problem with being alone. I cant even sleep by myself, I usually sleep with my c children. I am scared that when they grow up and leave that I wont be able to handle being by myself constantly and the though of dying alone scares me. I feel ya.

Duncan my Grandson has Asperger's he sits in his room playing games on the computer almost all the time i'm still learning about Aspergers because I want to understand how he feels from what I know now and im no expert Ive learned from facebook called Aspergers experts. I have no advice I can give you but I can be a friend to you someone you can talk to if you like I wish I could change things for you I am here if ever you need a bit of support.

i hang out with
"risky" people becAuse i have noone else

I get scared around people because of my ptsd.l.m afraid someone will say or do something that will hurt.

this is a good place to start