I have suffered from depression/anxiety for the last 7yrs I have my good days just as much as I have my bad days I really don't know how to describe how I feel. It got worse when I lost my mom in 2015 her and I were very close it hit me hard. I ended up back on antidepressants but not right away I tried to tough it out i bottled it up which had me end up on a bad situation that I won't get into all I can say is everything I had left of my mom I lost I have a few things but most of it's gone… read more
Maybe Your Doctor Can Write A Note To Your Boss Requesting You See Him/Her I Agree With Dem1969: you Need To Talk To Someone About Your Grief, I To Lost My Father In Sept.2016 I Thought I Would Cry At His Funeral But I Never Shed A Tear,I Think It Was Because I Knew He Wasn't Suffering Anymore And He Was Finally At Peace! Sending Hugs And Prayers To You!
Are there any grief support groups in your area? It might help talking with others who have lost a loved one in the recent past. Don't be too hard on yourself; the grief process can be a long one.
I know you need that job, but maybe you could start looking for a different one, same kind, one in which you would have a more understanding boss? You have the right to take care of yourself, and you really need to, what a bad boss to have!
@A MyDepressionTeam Member I haven't dealt with the loss of my mom i know I will never get over it but I haven't dealt with the grief
I never gave myself time for it like and that being said I am not active participant in my own recovery