God, I hate people. They're so evil.

No you don't deserve horrible treatment. Nobody does. Unfortunately lies spread quicker than the truth, bit you and everybody who genuinely is your friend knows the truth. Karma will come back and bite those 2 people you mentioned on the ass xx

No you deserve to feel that type of pain and that centers manager really seems like they have a problem and that was there intent to crush you and they did I feel so bad you had a experience like that and are still feeling the repercussions that just really sucks and nothing any of us say is really probably not going to help you feel any better because what your experiencing is grief

People Suck Not All People But Some Do!

Those people who have stood by you through this rotten time....Well, they are the real people that count not the haters!! I suffered bullying in the work place & eventually had to leave (retire early). After 18yrs I was unburdened for the first time in many years! It didn't take long for me to sit & go over all these scenarios in my head to try & find the answer! Still haven't found the answer but I think about it all less & less!

It takes a lot of time to shake off this type Of treatment but you will see the light at the end of the tunnel eventually! Compartmentalise your brain (that's what I do). I have several boxes in my brain & when I am stressed & anxious the lids are off & all the negative crap starts to fly around my memory! When I mull over the negative crap & put in perspective, I battle to put the lid on that particular box. I have many boxes! When I am in a good place & not so negative with all the boxes in my head have their lids on...then & only then can I cope with my life as it is today!

When I have a bad day & one of the lids gets knocked off I try to deal with the reason why I have allowed the lid to fly off! If I deal with it on an individual basis I can usually convince myself that this issue was dealt with long ago!! It's an analogy of my brain & my coping mechanism! If You talk to a trusted person in your close circle they can help you put the issue back in the box! It may be your dog,your cat or a member of your family or even yourself talking to your image in the mirror!

It may sound strange to many, but it works for me! My user name is @Madcow ....so now you know the reason why!! Good luck & have nicer thoughts xx